There is still this hidden resistance, this thing that holds the clay together. This thing that stops clay being mud. Without this small resistance the concept of malleability is defeated. This internal fortitude must be cherished and not removed. To remove this final fibre is to undo all previous work and leave a broken mess in its place. All other resistances must be removed before this final hidden resistance may be cherished.
I understand this overwhelming feeling of “being back at square one”. You must understand that square one is the only square and you’d better get ready to be at square one forever.
We will constantly progress yet constantly remain at square one. How could this be possible? It is more than possible; it is the only truth. We remain at square one because we got it right the first time. Square one is the right place to be and that will never change.
There can be these moments that may try to conflict with each other. I have heard you ask about them. YOU SHUT UP NOW. YOU DO THAT RIGHT NOW.
YOU SHUT UP YOU STUPID STUPID SHIT OF A STUDENT.
There has been a question about why we must do this. There will be no answer. Do you ask a fish why it swims or a bird why it flies? No you do not. They do it because they were born to do it. To question our motives is to question nature. It is to defile all that is natural. There will be no more questions.
There are some who believe that pain is necessary to achieve your goals. This is not the path we follow. We do this without feeling the pain because it is not painful to us, there is no more pain. This is a joy that we must cherish. We endure this because it is good and right.
There is sometimes this concept of competition, as if it is possible to have a nemesis. Nobody is worth this dignity. As we barge forth towards our inevitable goal we must take stock of the things we crush. This is as far as we can let our minds stray from our task. This is the limit.
It is impossible that any sort of dissenting voices could be heard. To even acknowledge that such dissent could exist holds as much potential as trying to steer the sun with a blade of grass. We know this to be true because there is no possible alternative. We know this.
This will never get easier, we will only get stronger. We are already strong enough; We have already sacrificed everything to achieve this goal. We cannot ask questions because questions are for the uninformed. We are here and here we will remain.
We will not consider this to even be a rest, we will push on until our bones break and then we will throw our own broken bodies across the finish line. We will do this not through choice but through destiny. To attempt to impede this victory is as though a pebble might try to stop a glacier. This is a simple truth.
This is the one true moment. There is no before and there is no after. We are there because we are here. We’re gonna make it, baby.
There is no question in this, it is inevitable. There is nothing that will change the future as there is nothing that will change the past. There is no reason to change it. Obstacles are purely in the realms of our imagination.
We push on without fear but our vigor wanes. We must break this barrier for true glory to be possible. We are with this one thousand percent and we will not take anything except our victory. We will not.
Our conscience can shout louder than any external force could ever hope for. We are one with ourselves and our surroundings. There is no external force, only ourselves. This is the one good thing we will ever do with our lives. We must continue.
Here we are with one of the most unreasonable situations we can deal with. There is every reason to continue and only ourselves to hold us back. There is nothing left to compete with.
